wanting

this is my fault, i suppose..

for wanting you.

i could be one of those

that stay in hiding, too.

quiet, secret, closed ..

stone walls and a tower of blue

with weapons and a mote

and a claim that i was true,

but i won’t. i want to know..

when will the sun rise with its light ?

will i know you through and through

and adore all that i see?

will you let me love on you?

will you ever love on me?

my castle, it stays open

i fell when i let you in

i stumbled over hoping

and the sun sank in our din

and i see you ride away

and a shadow starts to loom

and i stutter with what to say

trying to clear some room

just come back, sit down and stay

i compel you, darling, do.

don’t leave me to navigate

this dark midnight hue.

and i wait. i want to know..

when will the sun rise with its light ?

will you know me through and through

and adore all that you see?

will you let me love on you?

will you ever love on me?