wanting

this is my fault, i suppose..
for wanting you.
i could be one of those
that stay in hiding, too.
quiet, secret, closed ..
stone walls and a tower of blue
with weapons and a mote
and a claim that i was true,
but i won’t. i want to know..
when will the sun rise with its light ?
will i be there, in your keep?
when will the moon shine in the night?
will  you hold me while we sleep?
will i know you through and through
and adore all that i see?
will you let me love on you?
will you ever love on me?
my castle, it stays open
i fell when i let you in
i stumbled over hoping
and the sun sank in our din
and i see you ride away
and a shadow starts to loom
and i stutter with what to say
trying to clear some room
just come back, sit down and stay
i compel you, darling, do.
don’t leave me to navigate
this dark midnight hue.
and i wait. i want to know..
when will the sun rise with its light ?
will you be here, in my keep?
when will the moon shine in the night?
will i hold you while we sleep?
will you know me through and through
and adore all that you see?
will you let me love on you?
will you ever love on me?