Wish

there used to be a garden where

we would feed from the fruit of our trees

but a hardened heart makes an orchard grow bare

of its roots, of its fruits, of its leaves. 

i remember how our autumn

brought a crisp and refreshing breeze

and the howls of the winds of our winter

only made you feel warmer to me

and the sun’s golden glow in the springtime 

shined on as we planted our seeds

and our summer would bring a great harvest 

we would feast, we would play, we believed.

the wells of our chests would overflow

and we had no more reason to dream

but now those wells are barren and cold

and i think i am trapped at the bottom alone

where the air is too frozen to breathe. 

i yearn to bathe in your waters

and delight in your fruits once more

but it seems that my tears just cant float me 

to arrive at the edge of your shore

how i crave to stroll through your forest

to be wrapped in your strong sturdy arms

to be lifted up by your love once again

to feel, to heal, to be charmed

and at night i’d hold tight to your hand

and admire the vast starry sky

fall asleep feeling cozy as cookies

cuddled, contented we ‘d thrive

but a girl sometimes only has wishing

which often just does not come true

but if i had one wish to be granted

i would wish to be cherished by you. 

meow